I've gone crazy, couldn't you tell?

...Threw stones at the stars, and the whole sky fell.

This has not been my week. I'm facing an uncertain surgery, with an unknown healing time, at an unknown location, on an unknown date. It's shitty. I'm really tired and overwhelmed. Trying to do as much as I can beforehand to prepare, but it really isn't something that I can make into a great experience.